i have lost a part of me to the past,

a part of me to the present,

some of me to the future,

and now there is little left!

with not much to loose,

and not much to spare,

just a lot of emptiness to bare!

there was a little red door here once,

sometime ago,

i used to go through it when i was a kid,

it took from darkness to light,

from lies to truth.

but  growing up

i lost my way to the door!

and now i am stuck!

stuck in this room with walls,

and there is no light,

no hand to help,

no music,no tunes

and i can just hear my own breathe!

help me find a way out,

help be me again,

or at least help me pretend,

that i am happy!